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I'm Back

Back from Melaka, Infosys training...
Actually not really torturing,
free accommodation, quite comfortable
free meals, still can make me full, just bored with the menu...
shouldn't blame..
should be thankful and appreciate...
learnt something new...
just i'm lazy
got a superman beside me..
he is cute as well

Fighting with a young boy
Finally be my bf
really out of OUR expectation...
Tiong tiong tiong tiong tiong tiong tiong
Younger than me
not ready to tell parents especially mum...
i know it...

Do a lot stupid things...
shameful 1...
not to repeat it anymore

Get to know some good friends..
Missing them...
It was a great time to enjoy the program with them..
having a lot of fun
make myself cheerful as well
long time didn't make my life such meaningful
last time just study
inefficiently study
until now..i'm not sure are all applicable in my future..
sure yes but not fully..
HMMMM
OK lar..

Aiya...get sick ohh
make me feel ....CHAM
never mind now i'm better already
no more suspicious of H1N1
haha

Ya..another special memory of Him
Not expect that we can have such dating
Enjoyable and appreciate....
:)

Now
Hunt for job
Worry and not confident
Oh ya...
el ..geng..get scholarship and awards...
worry money
worry my characters...
seem like not steady, immature, stupid...
not confident about myself...
not sure can i overcome the upcoming challenges
but have to take it
if i don't step out..sure it will be the same after 10 years
don't afraid...
I need to keep changing myself
behave and behave and behave
no more childish,
no more forgiveness to immature behaviors...
God...
look of me
i want to grow up
i want to make people feel not worry
i want to make people feel happy and release when seeing me
i want to make myself happy
Generate happiness to all people and me and him

Muaxx...