Please

Oh Lord Jesus, please bless my brother
He has suffered a lot
We gained what we should gained through our mistake made
Oh please enough for him

I know he is in fear
And i do nothing for him
And im not beside of him as well
Oh Lord, please safe him
Safe him from all these .....
I bag you,Lord

Thanks Lord
I receive your first respond
Thanks
I will always appreciate and learn from this lessons.

Change My Life

Do my life be like that for over 30 years
Nope...
I can never be the top or boss of the company
Just the liabilities will keep on increasing
and i keep on hardworking paying the debts
Oh God

Even i have my own field of business
I'm still a self employee
worried about the overhead,turnover....

Why rich people will keep on becoming rich bt the poor just will be poor after that as well

Change your mindset
WHY you want to do ...
make sure you are clear before you know HOW
WHY willl make you successful

Failure and mistake are never scary
but afraid being failure or making mistake will be bad attitude where bring you no success at all

Dear, build your assets
have a correct mindset
Don't be so normal

Ask and take action.....

Be sincere,
people will sense it

Appreciate on what you have
Think how to dedicate yourselves to this society

You want to change it
take actions......
graps the chance...

Don't be afraid

One week after

Just back from Ipoh
Again, miss my family

Yesterday just get an accident,
a small accident but learnt a lot from it.
My elder brother grow up lor
become a dependable guy
haha

Again,seduce come
Should i change my job
How do i balance my heart in term of salary and future
Cant be jeolous girl
You should take action
You are lucky
You can get what you want
Maybe there are some things that we cant get but yet there are still alot of things we can get
Dont be afraid,dont be coward
All are controlled by you
Your emotion neither
You want be happy or be sad
You control it
Be your own owner

After a week
Didt call him
Haha...we are still friend
Just i have dreamed on you but we are friends already in the dream
So great

Dear brother,
dont be annoying on yourself
You are learning from making mistake
You are from you were born
although it seems like so bad
but actually i can see your talents so well from your mistake
understand you better from it as well

It is better than me
All average,even dont know what i want
Am i targetless
nope....
I want to go into telco
I want to avoid from programming life
eventhough programmer high pay,you can do it....
but your life is not only IT
you have family,you need to take care your health,you need to enhance your knowledge in each area...investment, financial planing, food care, emotion consultant, reading and understand other people' worlds...How Don Brows can create such great novel...When i can visit these all Vantican,Roman,Italy Church...
You have alot of things to do
You need to have money
You need to have healthy body
You need to have high EQ
You need to be a great sister to take care your family when they need you
You need to open your eyes and heart
Dont close your own mind in Malaysia
Dont close your own heart in front of these mens...
Just be friends..

Thanks Bell...
owe you..
haha...

Release

After some phone talk...
finally i can hear the most honest feeling from his heart..
i'm glad that he has stepped out a big step because it is not easy for him
i also feel like yes..
it is time to let ourselves go
baby leant to let both of us go
dont sturbon
dont stupid
happiness is holded in your hand
all is manipulated by you
.............

We still be friend
If gt chance..maybe good friend as well
because i don't have negative feeling to him

I didt cry much because i make prepared already
It feels great...
Release
He wont suffered
He wont be afraid that i'm suffered
I wont suffered
I wont afraid that he suffered
He concentrate his studying
I concentrate in my working
Both of us still got sweet memory
Isnt it great like that

Surprise me
I leant to release something that i love
but i know i try my best to save it already
start to feel that i move forward
move a step to be mature
Haha...

Dont worry
Luckily there is my roomate
said
"he actually is the one lost his lover,
he lost someone that love him;
i just lost something only,
because my lover doesnt love me mean nothing already"
so funny
can make such definition
that is my first laugh after the call

Thanks
Thanks him and my friends

遇到了

從yam轉到這裡


喜歡我的人我不喜歡

我喜歡的人卻不喜歡我

因,遇到了沒輒不想強求

愛我的男人,我不愛

我愛的男人,不愛我

因,遇到了沒緣份不想強求

人,有多少個真愛

真愛難尋,得來不易的緣分

卻,都是最難忘的回憶

回想起,又甜又苦又酸

讓人又愛又恨的愛

因,遇到了無法釋懷

無法忘記失去的愛人

夜深人靜了,而我一邊喝著私釀的酒一邊聽著音樂

特別,想一個人

因,遇到了勾起我思念的情人

喜歡一個人

轉貼..


喜歡一個人
可以讓自己變得很認真
生活找到了重點
開始有理由為自己改變
變得有精神

喜歡一個人
可以讓他飛得很自由
但偶爾累了
卻又可以休息得很安穩

喜歡一個人
想讓留著的加熱包保有餘溫
冀望著這一季秋
只想付出的心不再那麼寒冷

喜歡一個人
心要變得更安份更誠懇
不必期待能收到多少分
只在乎自己是否付出得完整

喜歡一個人
把心情調到冰點
要能受得起
即使你只是朋友的問候
卻相應不理的冰冷

喜歡一個人
往往對方就是看不到你的真誠
反而連累身旁的朋友
替你擔心
為你傷神

喜歡一個人
就該懂得該走的時候
應該要帶著微笑
給予祝福
另一個人讓他有幸福的人生

喜歡一個人
也要能離開這個人
別自以為只有你才能給快樂
到處都是想給幸福的人

即使你已淡然處之
發出決定只是默默當好朋友的心聲
當他認定你只是給壓力的人
你的存在只是多餘的靈魂
一切也只能等他的想法再次改變
那怕你被傷得很深

其實喜歡一個人
也該了解
加熱包的溫度失去了就該丟了
那怕今年的冬天特別長..會很冷...
喜歡一個是多美好的..
哪怕只是一個回憶,也值得懷念...
那甜甜的...............回憶

Come fire

My fire is coming back

After some talks with brothers
yes,elabram....
i will deal with it

I will do the best...

I wont let you all disappointed

I want to love my life
My plp,my girls, my family, my colleagues,my director, my friends, my books, movies and my tea.............

Come on girls and guys
Cheer Up

Pig...Do you want to go??

From the previous post,
It has been going through alot of things
And i cried alot on the pig

The First crying which was happening whole night without any sleep
and next day needed to attend IBM seminar
:) my eyes totally swollen
I discussed with the pig that nite...
I thought....
...pig is not loving me anymore because...nothing to say here
...and i just defined myself and acknowledge to release it
...angry and disappointed to make announcement to my best friends(actually i miss that pig)..
scare them
Thanks girls...

After some talk with butcher weng
I thought...
...I make mistake coz i misunderstand the situation
recall back our memory and I thoughtt...
...pig is still loving me
Again, i made mistake which made pig feels (I thought)...
...pig thought i'm suffered to be with it
although pig said it doesnt know how to love me but i have memory on it is loving me
just realise i love it more than i thought
It dosnn't want to hurt me...
I thought it is no confident on itself and me..
First finally, i said sorry to it and it said ok and up to me...
I feel great and happy because i realised i didt lost it finally...

sometime i will be naughty and ask for more (which is common on my previous time bt hard for it)...
it feels so bad...
neither to me...
But this is it...

After that disaster, i found out...
It is no more kissing me....
I asked...
It screamed sorry
I know this is hard for it
because it hates sorry
It even don't know what it wants or expresses
Just control itself
so pity
After some struggling..
After a night of crying
Oh piggy,i should let you go
not to feel stress...
just concentrate in searching your food
dont afraid when are butcher coming to kill you
not to control itself of being hurt someone...
Leave or dont leave, i respect and follow it...

I get a small gift as well because i didt waste my time in sweet memory
just i will do the best for me and this pig
because
if cant be together....
...need to be rational
...doesnt mean must be together is the best
...doesnt mean you and i will not be happy after that...
Of cause if we still want to strive for it
I'm ready...
Are you?

Thanks to those who passby my life
Learnt from that
We will reach our own destination with smile and laugh happily...

Working

Challenging
Dont give up
Attitude decide your success
Only parents and family will not be changed while others are so fragile
Success only happen in right time, right person, right platform and right mindset

Tiong

Am i cheating myself or really not understand him?

He is a shy guy
he has past bad experience
make him so cool
speechless when in bad emotions
dont know how to love
thought that all are just nothing to him
never expect other things because he is afraid of lost
he is understand on what he has
that is why he is so simple
so common

who am i for him
just a person who more than a fren
but havt came to be a lover???

Am i emotional now?
he is just getting in exams and tests
this is his responsibility
he is just concentrate and this is what i ask to do as well

never take initiative to concern my situation and environment
am i too initiative until he thought that i will tell him automatically?
is this my fault just like what i did in university life?

Dont be too reckless. Make decision after he finishes his tests.
Dont be so selfish
No matter he loves you or not,do good things as well
All mayb just you are sensitive and thinking too much?
but i wont cheat myself
This time will not repeat the same mistake like before because you are no more 22 and 23
Just be rational
Just follow your heart

Love is 2 ways
This statement will never be false.
Dont force each other to get together.