Sorry...fong fei gei

That day suddenly i miss my family

A coming call
full of happy voices and NOISEs
sc,ss,dad and mum's voices
why im not in that side
I wanna join them

Run run run
cs
run........
i get my ticket...
and i meet them...

Haha ...right decision...
Dong yun..i had it earlier than you all...
haha...

Torture

HoHoHo
I want you to have a battle with my frens
You and they need some warm up...

Are you hating me????

why recently your behavior, your mood is so unstable and .....
seem like you hate me already
i also start wonder why...

Dont tell me the answer is cheating you????

Journey

After one month more of journey with you...
Oh God, can say wahh wahhh wahh

Helping me digging gold..
Helping me when i need a man hand...
Helping me to solve my slow processor...
Helping me cleaning the rubbish...
Helping me .....Hehe
Helping me .....

Dislike your messy
Dislike your HP
Dislike you during certain moments...
but i know it...i might be doing the same...

Haha....

BITE you....

Merry Christmas

Value

I know what is my value
I also know my value is confirmed not being built from that !!!!
My value == existence of myself in this world and how do i affect or passby each or everyone's lives
My value != physical

Be clear on what we are holding in our hands...

Weird

Start living with KM
oooooooooo
KM is such a nice man
clean all for me
take initiative to clean this and that
sorry for
let you clean the toilet although you are tired after coming back from hometown
so bad i am
nope is we are
haha
Sean...
Haha
These two men just know how to bully me
and treat me as Ah four and Ahmad
Haha
Uncles....you thought i'm just a weak person
nobody can expect how high is my ability when get challenge ohhh
haha
but i enjoy that
am i 'fan jin'?
nope...just a way to make myself happy besides of making other happy
At least no blank mind in every moment
I can go kacau them as i like
i can haolian myself as i like
i can tell everyone im pretty as i like although sometime i beh tahan myself
Haha
if mum heard it sure say
Are you crazy???
If dad heard it sure say
yes you are..with his funny smiling
If my brothers heard it sure will pijak me more
If my friends heard it sure beh tahan me and wanna pijak me
haha

Shopping with YM
Hey friend
Just know your living style
i enjoy that
i think it will be more after that
hmm that day really happy that you and sean got some communications
Just a friend introduction
but you two get a new friend and each other get some way of same channel
haha...
I'm sure i can make it better next time
with all my pleasure friends

Haha...

Hmmm Last Friday, i get a weird message
oh god
What is that
out of my expectation
wasn't you and she
i was wishing that all the time as well
Oh god
i don't understand the question anymore
and i answered it based on my mind
logical mind
but it was described as pieces language
haiz
bad expression of myself

Avoid ahhhh
forget ahhhh
but finally i knew it was not a game or a joke..
ooooooo
do i have such big charisma?
he is one of them who saw me and tiong....
why i can't feel it at that time?
Frankly saying..
I have been jealous on that as well
What do i feel...
just honest to myself,to the dark....
finally don't know why become like that already
i get a white horse prince
i get it without eating poisonous apple
am i lucky to get him
hehe
haha...he was so happy
we can't sleep for whole night..
haha

Learn how to treat everyone sincerely eventhough we have some conflicts
because it will be a past or history after sometime
i'm sure will laugh at myself why am so childish if i just keep avoiding or hiding.
I just want smile and laugh happily when recalling back my history...
Again....love is blind

:)

recently, i feel much more disappointed
put efford on it
spend time on it
care about it
but finally i get so...
Is time to learn a new lesson

Don't force or blame people
respect people decision
don't persist something that is so ...like the recent event...
you can persist your ambition
persist on the way you want to live
but you can't persist something that may involve other people

Thanks allan let me think of the value
from here,i learn something as well
who can be my usual guests...
sure i will invite them in future
our lives will be more fun and meaningful

Thanks km for helping me
helping me adapt the new environment
without any worry
i feel great in next station
anyway i hope friday night,brother can fetch me back home
i want to appreciate the time i have
make it balance and no regret
The only things that i cant put down is family
The only things that i cant lose it
The only things that i still feel it is under my hand besides of my friendships who are always be there for me...

Tiong
Finally i have feel on i manage to be normal friend with you..
sms you make me has never expect any extra things already
it feels great of becoming friends

I believe in future
the future is still created by me and my god
this is a deal between Him and me
I love you God who always care of me...
I feel shame coz i have no enough care on you
I know it
You always be there
always want me realise something whiile learning

Hey friends
I believe we have other chances.
getting more and more chances
and this time will be another part of excited memory
make it

Need to think about it

mind set
attitude
not work for money
never try never know
sincere..sense it
no fully independent
the law of attraction

Please

Oh Lord Jesus, please bless my brother
He has suffered a lot
We gained what we should gained through our mistake made
Oh please enough for him

I know he is in fear
And i do nothing for him
And im not beside of him as well
Oh Lord, please safe him
Safe him from all these .....
I bag you,Lord

Thanks Lord
I receive your first respond
Thanks
I will always appreciate and learn from this lessons.

Change My Life

Do my life be like that for over 30 years
Nope...
I can never be the top or boss of the company
Just the liabilities will keep on increasing
and i keep on hardworking paying the debts
Oh God

Even i have my own field of business
I'm still a self employee
worried about the overhead,turnover....

Why rich people will keep on becoming rich bt the poor just will be poor after that as well

Change your mindset
WHY you want to do ...
make sure you are clear before you know HOW
WHY willl make you successful

Failure and mistake are never scary
but afraid being failure or making mistake will be bad attitude where bring you no success at all

Dear, build your assets
have a correct mindset
Don't be so normal

Ask and take action.....

Be sincere,
people will sense it

Appreciate on what you have
Think how to dedicate yourselves to this society

You want to change it
take actions......
graps the chance...

Don't be afraid

One week after

Just back from Ipoh
Again, miss my family

Yesterday just get an accident,
a small accident but learnt a lot from it.
My elder brother grow up lor
become a dependable guy
haha

Again,seduce come
Should i change my job
How do i balance my heart in term of salary and future
Cant be jeolous girl
You should take action
You are lucky
You can get what you want
Maybe there are some things that we cant get but yet there are still alot of things we can get
Dont be afraid,dont be coward
All are controlled by you
Your emotion neither
You want be happy or be sad
You control it
Be your own owner

After a week
Didt call him
Haha...we are still friend
Just i have dreamed on you but we are friends already in the dream
So great

Dear brother,
dont be annoying on yourself
You are learning from making mistake
You are from you were born
although it seems like so bad
but actually i can see your talents so well from your mistake
understand you better from it as well

It is better than me
All average,even dont know what i want
Am i targetless
nope....
I want to go into telco
I want to avoid from programming life
eventhough programmer high pay,you can do it....
but your life is not only IT
you have family,you need to take care your health,you need to enhance your knowledge in each area...investment, financial planing, food care, emotion consultant, reading and understand other people' worlds...How Don Brows can create such great novel...When i can visit these all Vantican,Roman,Italy Church...
You have alot of things to do
You need to have money
You need to have healthy body
You need to have high EQ
You need to be a great sister to take care your family when they need you
You need to open your eyes and heart
Dont close your own mind in Malaysia
Dont close your own heart in front of these mens...
Just be friends..

Thanks Bell...
owe you..
haha...

Release

After some phone talk...
finally i can hear the most honest feeling from his heart..
i'm glad that he has stepped out a big step because it is not easy for him
i also feel like yes..
it is time to let ourselves go
baby leant to let both of us go
dont sturbon
dont stupid
happiness is holded in your hand
all is manipulated by you
.............

We still be friend
If gt chance..maybe good friend as well
because i don't have negative feeling to him

I didt cry much because i make prepared already
It feels great...
Release
He wont suffered
He wont be afraid that i'm suffered
I wont suffered
I wont afraid that he suffered
He concentrate his studying
I concentrate in my working
Both of us still got sweet memory
Isnt it great like that

Surprise me
I leant to release something that i love
but i know i try my best to save it already
start to feel that i move forward
move a step to be mature
Haha...

Dont worry
Luckily there is my roomate
said
"he actually is the one lost his lover,
he lost someone that love him;
i just lost something only,
because my lover doesnt love me mean nothing already"
so funny
can make such definition
that is my first laugh after the call

Thanks
Thanks him and my friends

遇到了

從yam轉到這裡


喜歡我的人我不喜歡

我喜歡的人卻不喜歡我

因,遇到了沒輒不想強求

愛我的男人,我不愛

我愛的男人,不愛我

因,遇到了沒緣份不想強求

人,有多少個真愛

真愛難尋,得來不易的緣分

卻,都是最難忘的回憶

回想起,又甜又苦又酸

讓人又愛又恨的愛

因,遇到了無法釋懷

無法忘記失去的愛人

夜深人靜了,而我一邊喝著私釀的酒一邊聽著音樂

特別,想一個人

因,遇到了勾起我思念的情人

喜歡一個人

轉貼..


喜歡一個人
可以讓自己變得很認真
生活找到了重點
開始有理由為自己改變
變得有精神

喜歡一個人
可以讓他飛得很自由
但偶爾累了
卻又可以休息得很安穩

喜歡一個人
想讓留著的加熱包保有餘溫
冀望著這一季秋
只想付出的心不再那麼寒冷

喜歡一個人
心要變得更安份更誠懇
不必期待能收到多少分
只在乎自己是否付出得完整

喜歡一個人
把心情調到冰點
要能受得起
即使你只是朋友的問候
卻相應不理的冰冷

喜歡一個人
往往對方就是看不到你的真誠
反而連累身旁的朋友
替你擔心
為你傷神

喜歡一個人
就該懂得該走的時候
應該要帶著微笑
給予祝福
另一個人讓他有幸福的人生

喜歡一個人
也要能離開這個人
別自以為只有你才能給快樂
到處都是想給幸福的人

即使你已淡然處之
發出決定只是默默當好朋友的心聲
當他認定你只是給壓力的人
你的存在只是多餘的靈魂
一切也只能等他的想法再次改變
那怕你被傷得很深

其實喜歡一個人
也該了解
加熱包的溫度失去了就該丟了
那怕今年的冬天特別長..會很冷...
喜歡一個是多美好的..
哪怕只是一個回憶,也值得懷念...
那甜甜的...............回憶

Come fire

My fire is coming back

After some talks with brothers
yes,elabram....
i will deal with it

I will do the best...

I wont let you all disappointed

I want to love my life
My plp,my girls, my family, my colleagues,my director, my friends, my books, movies and my tea.............

Come on girls and guys
Cheer Up

Pig...Do you want to go??

From the previous post,
It has been going through alot of things
And i cried alot on the pig

The First crying which was happening whole night without any sleep
and next day needed to attend IBM seminar
:) my eyes totally swollen
I discussed with the pig that nite...
I thought....
...pig is not loving me anymore because...nothing to say here
...and i just defined myself and acknowledge to release it
...angry and disappointed to make announcement to my best friends(actually i miss that pig)..
scare them
Thanks girls...

After some talk with butcher weng
I thought...
...I make mistake coz i misunderstand the situation
recall back our memory and I thoughtt...
...pig is still loving me
Again, i made mistake which made pig feels (I thought)...
...pig thought i'm suffered to be with it
although pig said it doesnt know how to love me but i have memory on it is loving me
just realise i love it more than i thought
It dosnn't want to hurt me...
I thought it is no confident on itself and me..
First finally, i said sorry to it and it said ok and up to me...
I feel great and happy because i realised i didt lost it finally...

sometime i will be naughty and ask for more (which is common on my previous time bt hard for it)...
it feels so bad...
neither to me...
But this is it...

After that disaster, i found out...
It is no more kissing me....
I asked...
It screamed sorry
I know this is hard for it
because it hates sorry
It even don't know what it wants or expresses
Just control itself
so pity
After some struggling..
After a night of crying
Oh piggy,i should let you go
not to feel stress...
just concentrate in searching your food
dont afraid when are butcher coming to kill you
not to control itself of being hurt someone...
Leave or dont leave, i respect and follow it...

I get a small gift as well because i didt waste my time in sweet memory
just i will do the best for me and this pig
because
if cant be together....
...need to be rational
...doesnt mean must be together is the best
...doesnt mean you and i will not be happy after that...
Of cause if we still want to strive for it
I'm ready...
Are you?

Thanks to those who passby my life
Learnt from that
We will reach our own destination with smile and laugh happily...

Working

Challenging
Dont give up
Attitude decide your success
Only parents and family will not be changed while others are so fragile
Success only happen in right time, right person, right platform and right mindset

Tiong

Am i cheating myself or really not understand him?

He is a shy guy
he has past bad experience
make him so cool
speechless when in bad emotions
dont know how to love
thought that all are just nothing to him
never expect other things because he is afraid of lost
he is understand on what he has
that is why he is so simple
so common

who am i for him
just a person who more than a fren
but havt came to be a lover???

Am i emotional now?
he is just getting in exams and tests
this is his responsibility
he is just concentrate and this is what i ask to do as well

never take initiative to concern my situation and environment
am i too initiative until he thought that i will tell him automatically?
is this my fault just like what i did in university life?

Dont be too reckless. Make decision after he finishes his tests.
Dont be so selfish
No matter he loves you or not,do good things as well
All mayb just you are sensitive and thinking too much?
but i wont cheat myself
This time will not repeat the same mistake like before because you are no more 22 and 23
Just be rational
Just follow your heart

Love is 2 ways
This statement will never be false.
Dont force each other to get together.

Roller Coaster- Part of my life

Finally i told my father about the relationship...
very embarrassed...but it seem that is a must processes
different from previous
this time i told them face by face by myself but not through observation from parents
It is hard
A relationship really need effort, sacrify, understanding, tolerance and so on
I seldom take initiation in a relationship but different from this time
Not used to it
try to be nature as i am

It seems like a roller coaster...
sometime happy, sometime disappointed, sometime hesitation, sometime suspicious while sometime touching
Positive thinking...he is just a newbie..dont know how to show his love...
Possible thinking...i'm not the one he sure wants to protect the most in his life...

Let it be...
Time can prove to me
And i dare to accept whatever happen because this is part of life...
although i need to cry and hurt...
Dare to step forward
No rules that constraint me that i must do this and that in what time and where
Because i create my own life
Clear what is my 'bottom line'
Lesson will make me grow up
Try my best not to hurt anyone while growing up or coming to the end of my life...

Future

my future is full of mysterious
all are controlled and decided by myself
what i have done,
what i'm going to do,
what i thought,
it will change my future,
change my 'road',
change the scene,
change my heart...

Eventhough it is full of unknown elements,
but i should be brave,not afraid
make detail analysis and observations,
make clear my mind,
make a step,
enjoy the move,
enjoy the next step...

Babies...let us moving...
To a place where we can laugh together
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

convo

15 Aug 2009 2pm

my convo

first child in my family who get convo
honestly i have no feel on convo
but i know it brings something to my mum
so honestly
convo is just a ceremony for me,
really just a ceremony
because i know what is my role before this ceremony

:)
To declare
This convo is for my mum
as a thanks for my family especially who worried me the most,mum
bring her to a place where she has never been,never take flight to go
SMILE kica...
a photo capture will be a great gift for her and my family

so what im going to do during the convo is dedicated for my family...
This is my goal

Thanks...

bro,sorry for not bring you go

Gonna to meet my 3 years old friends
I wont be sad because i know we will meet some days
World is so small
i believe it

forgiveness

the game ended
i know the real result

make me crazy
make me angry as well

luckily
im so generous
forgiveness come behind me

you are important to me

initiative change the core
change everything
luckily i did

To conclusion, girls are easily get deal with naturally ...i cnt deny it

crying

will the phone ringing if i cry
nope

can i think any reason to cover all
nope it is so obvious
none of the reasons given as well
so sarcastic

deceiving myself???
i hope no

this is a true game
a game accidentaly created
make clear something
interprete something
my status in a mysterious deep place
so shallow

will you want to take the first initiative step?
i start panic and coward
worrying
disappointing

After Interview

This is after few days of my first section interviews
Hmmm, totally rush...
but it was considered as ok since i didn't take wrong bus or direction
some more my little naughty brother brought me to the second interview in damansara..free ride..cool

I was meeting 'Look there is sky' and hui ping
so surprise
That is one of my funny incident on that days whereby i have sitting at the bus stop for 2 hours to wait for the interview (that was lunch hour)

Haha thanks fen fen and brother..
i have curry fish head to eat..so long haven't ate it
It is so appreciated where wei yuet and kai wen still love me...
I also love them...because of them...it nurtures my love towards little children.
and they make me feel children are always true and honest...
that is why they are the most beloved of a mother...

I got respond from the second interview...
They ask for second time interview to decide am i hired or not
but honestly im not really willing to work there
i think my heart all is going towards fen fen there

Honestly, having interviews gain me a lot.
It was bad in first interviews but it became better in the second
Finally, i know what is preparations in interview

Went to Melaca...
Beh tahan...
boring and cold at night...
But im missing him...
Luckily i have chance to meet him..
Missing you

Father brought me to have good food
nyoya food, steaks, sour chicken, xiu mai...
feel sympathize to my father since eat outside everyday
However, how come he still cant stop smoking
It becomes serious than last time..
Hate it
What should i do?
Help him...

First time get train from KL to Ipoh
Nice trip...good for those having vomit during the journey
gt food, toilet and stable...nt different much time than bus and straight away can take local bus to get back without asking brother fetching..

Next day, period....Hahaha
but SAKIT

Phone bill rm 8x.xx ..haiz Die lor
Gt any tools for me to have cheap communication????

Prepare to have second section interview lar
Fen fen job..come
come quickly.....

Gambatte to myself ...Babe believe yourselves

Interview

Next 2 days will be a busy days
Interviews
Panic...not sure am i get enough preparations
Complicated..i need to bring mum along and try not let her be tired
Tired..haven't get an excuse to meet him..

Great...so much jobs offers there
I hope i can find my ideal job
Gambatte for it
I need to step out and create a new road for myself

Ohya...Congratulations to those who are having convo
Congratulation to myself
but still got some troublesome procedures need to deal with...
Malaysia..haiz

Thanks Kin Hwa...

Back

I'm Back

Back from Melaka, Infosys training...
Actually not really torturing,
free accommodation, quite comfortable
free meals, still can make me full, just bored with the menu...
shouldn't blame..
should be thankful and appreciate...
learnt something new...
just i'm lazy
got a superman beside me..
he is cute as well

Fighting with a young boy
Finally be my bf
really out of OUR expectation...
Tiong tiong tiong tiong tiong tiong tiong
Younger than me
not ready to tell parents especially mum...
i know it...

Do a lot stupid things...
shameful 1...
not to repeat it anymore

Get to know some good friends..
Missing them...
It was a great time to enjoy the program with them..
having a lot of fun
make myself cheerful as well
long time didn't make my life such meaningful
last time just study
inefficiently study
until now..i'm not sure are all applicable in my future..
sure yes but not fully..
HMMMM
OK lar..

Aiya...get sick ohh
make me feel ....CHAM
never mind now i'm better already
no more suspicious of H1N1
haha

Ya..another special memory of Him
Not expect that we can have such dating
Enjoyable and appreciate....
:)

Now
Hunt for job
Worry and not confident
Oh ya...
el ..geng..get scholarship and awards...
worry money
worry my characters...
seem like not steady, immature, stupid...
not confident about myself...
not sure can i overcome the upcoming challenges
but have to take it
if i don't step out..sure it will be the same after 10 years
don't afraid...
I need to keep changing myself
behave and behave and behave
no more childish,
no more forgiveness to immature behaviors...
God...
look of me
i want to grow up
i want to make people feel not worry
i want to make people feel happy and release when seeing me
i want to make myself happy
Generate happiness to all people and me and him

Muaxx...

Gonna finish

3 years..after today..the last paper...

yeah feel release..and just left fyp presentation

another challenge for me...

review my performance all these 3 years

quite suck...

in term of efficiency and effectiveness are decreasing

but without any denying

i still learnt something

It is gonna end soon

I won't further study since i'm kind of people who need more reality inspection and lessons...

Less smarter people like me need more training of society but not pamper within faculty which is a comfortable environment.

Besides, i found out my weakness..

seach web for motivation

made a call to father for real world inspiration

haha...what i said was totally making him laugh

yes...it is normal to have such situation like me

but it is not good to just let it be

it will happen the same way while working...i believe

change it...lead me 

lead me to a different road

lead me to a road that i will not regret...

i don't want my life so 'peaceful'

must get achive something

make people proud of my existence

i need guidance, 

need someone inspect me,

need someone be my target not loss to him or her, compete to him or her,

need someone to let me feel i have such a lot of things need to learn from him or her...

i need discipline myself

i need protect myself

i need generate happiness to all people and myself

Father said, sure you will be tired

yes, i' m really 犯贱

After attending the infosys

i believe i will be changed in the aspect of cope with the pressure and skills...

i hope i try my best in the course and my life 

hope that i find my right way to build my lifestyle

After that, rest and hunt for job...

is it too rush especially after few weeks,

it will be convo???

Nope...according to my characters...i cant stop so long...

i will be LAZY

Want to give a convo memory to parents

but the procedures are so troublesome

but when thinking of it

strive to let them have it although troublesome but not impossibe to do it

my convo is not for myself but i would like to make it as a gift for parents

make it

I learn how to serve people while having meal together

haha thanks el

Remember, what you do decide what you get after this..

How you manage or monitor will lead you into different place

Behave and behave...

Don't over crazy, don't over excited, don't thinking too weird...haha

Hey friends,

we have to grow up lar...i mean in more mature way

something like you have clear target on your life

or you are clear with what you want

Let's cheers

cheers to our uncertain future, i will create it according what we 'want' it to be

CHEERS

Edward Scissorhands《剪刀手愛德華》

偶然，查找Johnny Deep的Profile 一下，却发现许久失去的回忆。。。是他。。。让我哭了。。太感动了。。。Edward Scissorhands《剪刀手愛德華》

Avon的化妝品推銷員又渡過了一個沒有銷售出半套的上午. 心血來潮的她, 轉念一想的往山上廢棄的古堡驅車, 想開發潛在的客戶. 一進入位於山頂的門, 城堡的外圍有著許多由草修剪而成的藝術品: 巨大的手, 逼真的鹿一類的. 她打開似乎久未開啟的城門, 看見了許多古怪的機器. 往樓上走, 在屋頂破掉所透出來的光形成的陰影中, 她遇見了Edward.

天真, 單純, 害羞的Edward激起了她的同情心: 她決定將他帶回自己的家裡照顧他. 一開始, 鄰居們對Edward修剪樹叢的能力大為震驚, 紛紛排定時間讓Edward將自己門前單調的樹成為一個又一個的藝術品. 後來, 大家甚至發現他在狗狗剪毛跟人類剪髮方面也有驚人的天賦. 一瞬間, Edward成為了小鎮的名人, 更上了電視, 也預計要開一間美髮沙龍造福群眾. 但是, 人的慾望跟貪念永遠啃食著天真與單純.

Edward一直以來都喜歡的女孩, 也就是推銷員的女兒Kim的男朋友Jim想出了一個偷自己爸爸的錢來花用的計畫. 他說服了Kim讓Edward用他的剪刀手幫他們開鎖. 沒想到一進房間, 警報聲大作, Edward於是被逮捕移交法辦. 警方見識到了Edward的單純, 最後並沒有什麼阻礙的將他釋放. 

出獄後的他失去了以前鎮民的信任, 大家只擔心會不會被Edward闖空門. 而Kim對他則一直深感愧疚, 看他回來, 趕忙跑去問他好不好, 同時也謝謝Edward沒有出賣他們. Edward坦承自己知道那是犯法的行為, Kim便問既然如此為什麼他還要開鎖. "因為是妳要求我的". Kim看著Edward, 說不出一句話.

是日, 聖誕夜來臨. Kim驚訝的發現Edward在庭院用冰雕成了一個美麗的天使. 此時, 她的男友忽然進入他家, 讓分心的Edward不小心在Kim的手上劃了一下. 藉著這個為由, 加上Kim表明的說以後不希望看到他, Jim不斷的羞辱Edward, 將他趕出了那個家. 盛怒的Edward不停的破壞自己原本的作品, 被居民報警處理. 他逃回了原本的家, Kim要求他抱住她, Edward礙於自己的剪刀手, 並沒有上前擁抱. 女孩走進看著窗外回想往事的Edward, 將自己投入了他的懷抱.
為了拯救小男孩, Edward衝出家門將他抱離酒醉的男孩所駕駛的車前, 然而卻在上前確認小男孩傷勢的時候因為太過激動而劃傷了他. 警方將Edward追到了城堡, 決定放這個單純的人一馬, 讓他回去原本的生活. Kim追進去看Edward, 沒想到Jim卻也追了進來, 並拿起壁爐旁的撥火棍不停的擊打他. Kim拿了木棍打了Jim要救他, Jim反身打了Kim. Edward抿著嘴唇起身, 用剪刀手刺穿了Jim...

这部戏充满了色彩，很吸引。故事的地点是在Florida，导演把每间屋子都油上不同的颜色，在以夸张的手法来演绎邻居对Edward的欢迎和后面故事发展的防备。。。还有一些好好笑的对白。。。可是让我最有印象的是Edward的表情。。。哇。。。只有看过的人才会明白吧！。。。就是那一种在很limited the expression 下，你可以感觉到一个机器人不该拥有的单纯，敏感，细心的爱。。。怎么说。。。去看吧！！！！包你会哭！！！

白房子

请让我永远记得这份情。。。

媳婦說：

「 煮淡一點妳就嫌沒有味，現在煮鹹一點妳卻說咽不下，

妳究竟想怎麼樣 ？」

母親一見兒子回來，二話不說便把飯菜往咀裡送。

她怒瞪他一眼。

他試了一口，馬上吐出來，

兒子說：「 我不是說過了嗎，媽有病不能吃太鹹！」

「 那好！媽是你的，以後由你來煮！」

媳婦怒氣沖沖地回房。

　

兒子無奈地輕嘆一聲，然後對母親說：

「 媽，別吃了，我去煮個麵給妳。」

「 仔，你是不是有話想跟媽說，是就說好了，別憋在心裡！

「 媽，公司下個月升我職，我會很忙，

至於老婆，她說很想出來工作，所以 ....」

母親馬上意識到兒子的意思：

「 仔，不要送媽去老人院。」

聲音似乎在哀求。

兒子沉默片刻，他是在尋找更好的理由。   

　

「 媽，其實老人院並沒有甚麼不好，

妳知道老婆一但工作，

一定沒有時間好好服侍妳。

老人院有吃有住有人服侍照顧，不是比在家裡好得多嗎？」

「可是，阿財叔他 .....」  

　

洗了澡，草草吃了一碗速食麵，兒子便到書房去。

他茫然地佇立於窗前，有些猶豫不決。

母親年輕便守寡，含辛茹苦將他撫養成人，供他出國讀書。

但她從不用年輕時的犧牲當作要脅他孝順的籌碼，

反而是妻子以婚姻要脅他！

真的要讓母親住老人院嗎？

仔問自己，他有些不忍。

　

「 可以陪你下半世的人是你老婆，難道是你媽嗎？」

　

阿財叔的兒子總是這樣提醒他

「 你媽都這麼老了，好命的話可以活多幾年，

為何不趁這幾年好好孝順她呢？

樹欲靜而風不息，子欲養而親不在啊 ！」

親戚總是這樣勸他。

兒子不敢再想下去，深怕自己真的會改變初衷。

　

夕晚，太陽收斂起灼熱的金光，躲在山後憩息。

一間建在郊外山崗的一座貴族老人院。

　

是的，錢用得越多，兒子才心安理得。

當兒子領著母親步入大廳時，

嶄新的電視機，42吋的螢幕正播放著一部喜劇，

但觀眾一點笑聲也沒有。  

幾個衣著一樣，髮型一樣的老嫗歪歪斜斜地坐在梳化上，

神情呆滯而有一個老人在自言自語，

有個正緩緩彎下腰，想去撿掉在地上的一塊餅乾吃。  

　

兒子知道母親喜歡光亮，

所以為她選了一間陽光充足的房間。

從窗口望出去，樹蔭下，一片芳草如茵。

幾名護士推著坐在輪椅的老者在夕陽下散步，

四周悄然寂靜得令人心酸。

縱是夕陽無限好，畢竟已到了黃昏，他心中低低嘆息。     

　

「 媽，我........我要走了 ！」

母親只能點頭。

他走時，母親頻頻揮手，

她張著沒有牙的嘴，

蒼白乾燥的咀唇在囁嚅著，一副欲語還休的樣子。

兒子這才注意到母親銀灰色的頭髮，

深陷的眼窩以及打著細紋臉。

母親，真的老了！

　

他霍然記起一則兒時舊事。

那年他才6歲，母親有事回鄉，不便攜他同行，

於是把他寄住在阿財叔家幾天。

母親臨走時，

他驚恐地抱著母親的腿傷心大聲號哭道：

「 媽媽不要丟下我！媽媽不要走！」

　

最後母親沒有丟下他。

他連忙離開房間，順手把門關上，不敢回頭，

深恐那記憶像鬼魅似地追纏而來。

　

他回到家，

妻子與岳母正瘋狂的把母親房裡的一切扔個不亦樂乎。

身高3呎的獎杯──

那是他小學作文比賽「我的母親」第1名的勝利品！

華英字典──

那是母親整個月省吃省用所買給他的第一份生日禮物！

還有母親臨睡前要擦的風濕油，

沒有為她擦，帶去老人院又有甚麼意義呢？

　

「 夠了，別再扔了！」兒子怒吼道。

﹝這麼多垃圾，不把它扔掉，怎麼放得下我的東西﹞。

岳母沒好氣地說。

　

「 就是嘛！你趕快把你媽那張爛床給抬出去，

我明天要為我媽添張新的 ！」

　

一堆童年的照片展現在兒子眼前，

那是母親帶他到動物園和遊樂園拍的照片。

　

「 它們是我媽的財產，一樣也不能丟！」  

　

「 你這算甚態度？對我媽這麼大聲，我要你向我媽道歉！」  

　

「 我娶妳就要愛妳的母親，

為甚麼妳嫁給我就不能愛我的母親？ 」

　

雨後的黑夜分外冷寂，街道蕭瑟，行人車輛格外稀少。

一輛寶馬在路上飛馳，頻頻闖紅燈，陷黃格，

呼一聲又飛馳而過。

那輛轎車一路奔往山崗上的那間老人院，

停車直奔上樓，推開母親臥房的門。

他幽靈似地站著，母親正撫摸著風濕痛的雙腿低泣。

她見到兒子手中正拿著那瓶風濕油，

顯然感到安慰的說：

「 媽忘了帶，幸好你拿來！」

他走到母親身邊，跪了下來。 

　

「 很晚了，媽自己擦可以了，你明天還要上班，回去吧！」  

　

他囁嚅片刻，終於忍不住啜泣道 ：

「媽，對不起，請原諒我！我們回家去吧 ！」

　

∼∼後語∼∼  

　

隨著自己愈長大，

看著父母親臉龐從年輕變憔悴，

頭髮從烏絲變白髮,動作從迅捷變緩慢，多心疼！  

　

父母親總是將最好、最寶貴的留給我們，

像蠟燭不停的燃燒自己，照亮孩子！

而我呢？

有沒有騰出一個空間給我的父母，

或者只是在當我需要停泊岸時，

才會想起他們……

其實父母親要的真的不多，

只是一句隨意的問候：爸、媽，你們今天好嗎？」

隨意買的宵夜，煮一頓再普通不過的晚餐;，

睡前幫他們被子，

天冷幫他們添衣服、戴手套……

都能讓他們高興溫馨很久。  

　

有時，我常在想：我希望我的子女以後如何對我。

那現在，我有沒有如此對待我的父母？

我相信，人是環環相扣的；

現在，你如何對待你的父母；

以後，你的子女就如何待你。

　

朋友，人世間最難報的就是父母恩，

願我們都能：以反哺之心奉敬父母，以恩之心孝順父母！

　

∼共勉之∼

　

生命不要求我們成為最好的，只要求我們作最大的努力！

老人安養院牆上發現的一篇文章

孩子！當你還很小的時候，

我花了很多時間，教你慢慢用湯匙、用筷子吃東西。

教你繫鞋帶、扣扣子、溜滑梯、教你穿衣服、梳頭髮、擰鼻涕。

這些和你在一起的點點滴滴，是多麼的令我懷念不已。

所以，當我想不起來，接不上話時，

請給我一點時間，等我一下，

讓我再想一想……極可能最後連要說什麼，我也一併忘記。

孩子！

你忘記我們練習了好幾百回，

才學會的第一首娃娃歌嗎？

是否還記得每天總要我絞盡腦汁，

去回答不知道你從哪裡冒出來的嗎？

所以，當我重覆又重覆說著老掉牙的故事，

哼著我孩提時代的兒歌時，體諒我。

讓我繼續沉醉在這些回憶中吧！

切望你，也能陪著我閒話家常吧！

孩子，現在我常忘了扣扣子、繫鞋帶。

吃飯時，會弄髒衣服，梳頭髮時手還會不停的抖，

不要催促我，要對我多一點耐心和溫柔，

只要有你在一起，就會有很多的溫暖湧上心頭。

孩子！如今，我的腳站也站不穩，走也走不動。

所以，請你緊緊的握著我的手，陪著我，慢慢的。

就像當年一樣，我帶著你一步一步地走。

若為人子女也不懂得如何體諒他們，

那他們便只能於痛苦中渡過餘生，黑暗中逝去....