Finally i told my father about the relationship...
very embarrassed...but it seem that is a must processes
different from previous
this time i told them face by face by myself but not through observation from parents
It is hard
A relationship really need effort, sacrify, understanding, tolerance and so on
I seldom take initiation in a relationship but different from this time
Not used to it
try to be nature as i am
It seems like a roller coaster...
sometime happy, sometime disappointed, sometime hesitation, sometime suspicious while sometime touching
Positive thinking...he is just a newbie..dont know how to show his love...
Possible thinking...i'm not the one he sure wants to protect the most in his life...
Let it be...
Time can prove to me
And i dare to accept whatever happen because this is part of life...
although i need to cry and hurt...
Dare to step forward
No rules that constraint me that i must do this and that in what time and where
Because i create my own life
Clear what is my 'bottom line'
Lesson will make me grow up
Try my best not to hurt anyone while growing up or coming to the end of my life...
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