Pig...Do you want to go??

From the previous post,
It has been going through alot of things
And i cried alot on the pig

The First crying which was happening whole night without any sleep
and next day needed to attend IBM seminar
:) my eyes totally swollen
I discussed with the pig that nite...
I thought....
...pig is not loving me anymore because...nothing to say here
...and i just defined myself and acknowledge to release it
...angry and disappointed to make announcement to my best friends(actually i miss that pig)..
scare them
Thanks girls...

After some talk with butcher weng
I thought...
...I make mistake coz i misunderstand the situation
recall back our memory and I thoughtt...
...pig is still loving me
Again, i made mistake which made pig feels (I thought)...
...pig thought i'm suffered to be with it
although pig said it doesnt know how to love me but i have memory on it is loving me
just realise i love it more than i thought
It dosnn't want to hurt me...
I thought it is no confident on itself and me..
First finally, i said sorry to it and it said ok and up to me...
I feel great and happy because i realised i didt lost it finally...

sometime i will be naughty and ask for more (which is common on my previous time bt hard for it)...
it feels so bad...
neither to me...
But this is it...

After that disaster, i found out...
It is no more kissing me....
I asked...
It screamed sorry
I know this is hard for it
because it hates sorry
It even don't know what it wants or expresses
Just control itself
so pity
After some struggling..
After a night of crying
Oh piggy,i should let you go
not to feel stress...
just concentrate in searching your food
dont afraid when are butcher coming to kill you
not to control itself of being hurt someone...
Leave or dont leave, i respect and follow it...

I get a small gift as well because i didt waste my time in sweet memory
just i will do the best for me and this pig
because
if cant be together....
...need to be rational
...doesnt mean must be together is the best
...doesnt mean you and i will not be happy after that...
Of cause if we still want to strive for it
I'm ready...
Are you?

Thanks to those who passby my life
Learnt from that
We will reach our own destination with smile and laugh happily...