3 ta bu

Sad, disappointed,protected.....hey be positive....what he said is for my own good....what a kind of good heart.....hehe

i want to state it out.....uhhhhhh

1st ta bu:
Notebook event....Too shamed to speak out...I know that is my wrong and im grad to say it was happening as well because it is too impressing me to prevent from getting undesirable things happen in future...Finally, i really appreciate and learn and able to face this fault...Jz shamed to describe it...Sorry ....

2nd ta bu:
Heart...Doing and tackling everything without the sincere sense ....some say as 'no use heart' in the matters of socialise and accomplish things.In term of socialism, yes, i improve more feeling on few people, at least,i smile sincerely with them...really hahaha....But it takes quite a long time which will not be believed by my friends......haha......Dont worry....i still want to be honest to everybody....hehe...In term of work, yes, i have no mood to do it alone...It is all be fixed in my mind....nothing fresh to me...feel boring with it....haiz...my fault lar....

3rd ta bu:
unknown.......

Im hate those who say :
1)better not to say since i said it many times (while im still empty in my mind....like all the guilts are put on me while im still blur with it and just know there are something bad happen and i want to get it right)....Sometimes, i analyse myself if they did say many times obviously until they are tired and i can realize that 'mistake', sure i want to solve it, otherwise, sure i know what is my heart truly telling me. In this world, only myself know my heart...If there are any problems, sicks....im the only one who know and take actions or tell the doctors or what....Respect and believe what i should believe......

2)Dont always act mysterious.....Im panic to get things right, but you are the one who obstruct me althoought you have experiences on how is the human being....But dont treat all the same...(never mind, sometimes it should have negative things happen to challenge and strengthen our strength)...Besides, i also can think too much possible or even are you kidding with me since im not so well adapted your emotion switching while im dreaming and fainted in car....

3)"no related","no meaning","what for you want to know"....how come a simple conversation will include such sentence?....i wonder and wont take this sentence in my conversation as i have experienced the weird of it....

haha...we all are learning....no one is perfect...to be honest...he is still a good person and deserve to enjoy every moments of his life....im also sturbon..hehe..just want to make good decision,good move...regret will only be suffered by me not others....so ..no regret....